I feel...miserable
I feel...angry
I feel...used
I feel...frustrated
I feel...guilty
I feel...pushed
I feel...alone
I feel...heavy like my body and spirit are lead weights
I feel...like giving into the heaviness and just sinking, sinking would be the easiest thing.
I feel...an enormous amount of unfairness
I feel tired from shouldering so much on my own
I feel empty and yet ,
I feel...full from holding so much inside
I feel...like it's never going to get any better and so I am just surviving til it's all over
I feel...alone
I feel...life going on around me
I feel...stuck
I feel...irritated
I feel...lost in an in between forgotten place
I feel...like I might explode
I feel...unprepared
I feel... like I'm not ready
I feel...alone
I FEEL OVERWHELMED !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Old Fashioned" Pumpkin Cookies
12 years ago
((((steph))))
ReplyDeletei'm sorry to hear you're having such a hard time. grief is such a lonely process and yet you're not alone. i'm hear to listen if you need me. hang in there.